When everything goes wrong... and everything goes right, 

and U just want to scream and shout - but U have to be right, U are not supposed to do it

People exist, exist every day and every moment. Exist in public stir and rush and also in their own worries and daily activities.

I am a grown up woman and I have a great family - a lovely husband and two marvelous kids. Also  I have a job, a car and a house (yet under construction).

And when somebody is looking from a side - "it looks just perfect", everything looks fine and alright. What could U wish for more?

Do U find yourself in the description?

And I am very and very grateful for all I have in my life, and I thank GOD every day for all of it! (or at least try to do so every day - I recognize sometimes I forget to do it and I am sorry for that).

But life has it's own vision on our happy life :) 

And when U are just at an arm's length from the realization of U biggest wish, and U rave about this idea, and all U do - U do for it, and the money and time U spend is for it, and when U speak about it and U make plans... and OOPS!  STOP! 

Just in this moment, when "U feel high on the wave" and the world around is perfect- something "not really good" happens and U dream seems to be postponed for an indeterminate time.

All U biggest dream seems to burst like a soap balloon.

U don't know what to do and how to act, U want to cry and shout and scream loud so that everyone around could hear U and do something about your problem, that just appeared from nowhere.

But NO, you are on U own (maybe alone with your family in the best case). U must rethink all that happen and the entire situation, U have to pass through your soul and think and think and think it over a billion times, and guest what U did wrong, and what could U have done to avoid it, and many different thoughts and a lot of tears, and unhappy days that U are just like a zombie...

And this is the way the time passes, and it passes very quickly when U are not a child any more and U have to make decisions every day and every minute.

What do "great people" say about all those difficulties and problems that happen to us ??? What should U do at such "hard times"?? 
1) try calm down, to accept the "bad thing" that happened to U,  take it for granted and do not oppose it  - this is the most complicated thing to be done when U brain protests and U are very and very angry and sad about it , BUT this IS ESSENTIAL !!! 


2)  pull yourself together and try to change U focus on another positive thing, distract yourself from the problem, 

3) ask for help (of U family and friend) so that the others encourage U

This is the WORLD around us and inside us -  and WHAT IS the WORLD?

Just be happy wherever U are now and whatever U situation is!

Life is GREAT!  But we get to understand this a little bit later!

Just live it in U own way - U know the best way to do it!

sincerely yours W.Lady

P.S. I am in such a "hard time" now. Hope to find a way out as soon as possible. And promise U to write about it!